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Hi - Matt here... Did you know that the leading cause of death in people under 25 is suicide? Depression destroys millions of lives, but there is an answer. My life is a miracle - there's no other way to explain it. I would like to take this opportunity to share with you the amazing story of how my life was spared and how I found the victory over depression... |
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Scripture says in II Peter 3:9 (NIV), "The Lord is not slow in keeping his promise, as some understand slowness. He is patient with you, not wanting anyone to perish, but everyone to come to repentance." No matter how far we run, God's love is there - watching us, protecting us, and waiting for us. |
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Soon after I began college, a battle raged inside my heart. Depression and anxiety began to take hold of me. Eventually, I was forced to leave school and return home. Unable to find work, I found myself spending my days alone, trying to make sense out of my life, but finding nothing to satisfy the loneliness, fear, and discouragement that haunted me day after day. I began accusing God and blaming Him for all of the misfortunes. |
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One night, in a moment of weakness, panic, and anger, I finally snapped and made the tragic choice to end my life once and for all. I consumed over two hundred pills, saying in my heart, "God no longer cares about me." Tears filled my mother's face as I shared the bitter news. The hospital was called, and soon I found myself in a stretcher. My life was flashing before my eyes, and I saw my heartbeat race to over 200 beats per minute. |
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Later that night, I was on a hospital bed, knowing my life was almost over. Then, I remembered Jesus and His sacrifice. I thought about the thief who died next to Jesus crying, "Lord, remember me when You come in Your kingdom." Finally realizing the value of my life, I begged God for one more chance and opportunity to do His will. God answered my prayer and rescued me from that hospital with a clean bill of health. |
Life here on earth is not easy. Problems just seem to pour around every bend. However, in the midst of all the chaos, fear, and uncertainty, I want people to realize that even though life may take us to the breaking point, Jesus is still alive and active in each of our lives! Although everything may seem completely hopeless, our lives are worth living because of Christ. I want people to understand why I am a Christian. I believe that my experience is a living example of what grace really means. Deserving to die from sin, Jesus offered forgiveness and died in my place. |
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